Last night at TEN FORTY FIVE PM I recieved a call from the sorority people saying neither house gave me an invite to the pref party. I was pretty upset about it because merely hours before I had decided that I really did want to be in one of these sororities. So that was a major blow. I tossed and turned and decided I couldn't sleep so I went to work on my puzzle an ended up getting so mad and upset about this damn sorority crap that I sat on my floor and cried for a while.
Today I am tired because I didn't get much sleep at all due to all of that crap. SO i'm grumpy not only because I didn't sleep but because I hate myself for even being upset about the sorority crap! I fell into that trap of feeling like i needed to be in it to belong somewhere and sisterhood and yada yada. My morning classes were boring which didn't help my mood and walking back to my apartment during my break time I dropped my phone and shattered it!
So my phone is unusable which makes me even more upset because I RELY on my phone for EVERYTHING. I don't have a land line here! I can use skype for those who have it, and facebook for messaging but that require me to carry around my laptop. Which I just don't feel safe doing today given the crappiness of it all.
Here in a few hours I have my wind ensemble audition. I'm really hoping my cloud will be drained and gone by then and I can have just a little bit of luck in my day.
I'm sorry for the depressin post but this has seriously been a terrible day. I'm sure tomorrow will be better and I'm looking forward to it!
poor pooky! What a bummer! I'm sure you don't want to hear it but those girls don't know what they are missing! if you want, I'll induct you into my sorority that I started when I was in college. It's called Iota Eta Pi. (aka I ate a pie - which is what it sounds like you need to do! :)) We love you, sent you a little michigan love to cheer you up!
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